What's Been Going On

So with all this free time on my hands, I've been trying to do some personal development and finding things to do to stay busy. I went to Montreal for a weekend, then went to Vegas for work (it was so much fun!) and now have been back in NYC with nothing to do again. When the weather was nice, I'd be able to go to the park with Dim Sum and just hang out and read...now it's been raining and I've been lazy and staying in my apartment. But the days seem to blur all together now and go by so fast. Been emailing to plan vacations and really excited cause I'm going home to Vancouver this Thursday and then off to London and Italy on Sunday! It's going to be a great trip. But best of all, my friends are coming to visit at the beginning of July!

Lately, I can't even explain my days and my laziness. I've been meaning to pack for my trip for days now, and finally today, I managed to take my suitcase out of the closet. Hopefully, I'll manage to finish packing today. When I get back from vacation, I'm really going to need to find things to do on a daily basis or I'm going to go out of my mind from boredom...I already watch 2-6 hours of TV daily and read some as well. I've actually been looking into volunteer work but it's so hard since my job is on and off and I can't be fully committed into volunteering in case something comes up with work and I'd have to drop volunteering...I think I'm going to try to do some soup kitchens.

As written above, I've also been trying to do some personal development...boy is it hard. I've been sitting around trying to write my own personal mission statement but it's so hard...I guess the TV watching doesn't help either. I'll have to put aside some time in a day, where it's just me and paper to write this thing. But as I try and think of many things to write, it makes me not really depressed but more confused and in a state of mind where I feel like I need to evaluate everything in life and where I'm going...these projects are so hard...and too much to think about.